Midweek wine (that's a moan, not the bottled type that gets you pissed).

There's nothing wrong with being boring.....i have decided!

Everything is back to normal at work as the show has finished, we did very well, sold a lot of drek and some new stock too, all money in the bank.......Leigh commented that he hadn't seen David that happy in 5 years.

It's blinking cold in the office though, i had a sneezing fit at 2am today and hope to god I'm not getting last weeks cold back.

This week has been tame, busy on the shopping and domestic front but otherwise quite uneventful...but then it's only Wednesday, anything could happen.

Monday lunchtime, Morrison's for bananas and brown t.cakes, then the Crown point, i want a cream coloured changing mat and can't find one...boo! nipped to get his lordship more navy poloshirts....£2.50 Primark...glad I'm not wearing them!, I'd forgotten Andy's bank card as he said he'd buy the £80 baby monitors, so i put that job off for another day.
Monday evening, bid jack shit again...Andy at the gym, i bathed, made pork chops for tea (i wonder how much protein the boy actually consumes in 1 week?), i had pie (for baby), then made a howge mistake of having jam Roley poly and custard.........the double pastry helping properly did me in, i was popping Rennie's like nobodies business and moaning like an OAP till v.late in bed, While AP was trying to watch the conclusion of trial and retribution.

Tuesday was a nice day, David caught me looking on the Internet at baby gear and instead of bollocking me, offered to buy us the car seat (how kind is my boss??), Went spending in the lunch hour, v shaped cushion, changing bag, blanket for car seat, sun parasol for pram and some kind of harness thing for Andy to put child on his back while he plays cricket in the summer.......also purchased the monitors on his card and some other random bits, like bird seeds and a scrubbing brush (as he's been using the nail brush to clean his rugby boots).....grrr!
Kay txt to invite me over to lunch (accepted as mates are thin on the ground at present, nobody bothers with me now I'm dull....sob sob!!), Hells emailed in the afternoon to say she's been spurned by some Spaniard bird she fancied and she'll ring one night this week (I'll phone her tonight as she'll forget).

Was exhausted last night, home for 6pm (having put 2 full days in at work) 40 mins in the bath, Andy hadn't gone running coz of the rain, left him sorting the cats out.......by the time I'd done a midweek wash, tumble dried the fooker, made tea (he didn't want the chicken, coz of wind and could he have steak?) what is it a cafe? made today's packup and Andy had washed up it was 8.30pm when i sat down, was siding clothes from airer at 9.50pm, donning on the wet stuff and trying to get under the duvet before Shameless started, I'm really struggling keeping up to all the washing etc and feel a failure as Marlo had 5 kids, & washed for 9 of us including when G&G Denham got old.
It will all be okay when i pack in work, only then I'll be fatter than ever..constantly exhausted and will be struggling to get out of bed............oh me!!

Anyhow Shameless was good, i used my new v shaped pillow to prop myself up like a cripple, Andy was farting and tormenting the cat, then both of us were making "urgh" sounds when my boobs started leaking (we do this every night now, it's like a ritual).......fast asleep at 11pm, till i awoke to sneeze and wee at 2am......6.30am, was up again to wee, then as AP was getting dressed he started to have a full conversation with me, as i was 1/2 awake, he's jabbering "could you get me some elastoplast's today"..........jeez!!!

10 minutes late for work today...........as is the norm, was so late yesterday i even saw Rach, leave work, we both start and finish at 9am, i was in Cleck instead of Leeds at the said hour................arrrrr! neigh bother!
Turned on computer and Gabe had sent me a mail to see whether we wanted Ethan's old cot..........bless, not seen them since Dawn got ill, but hopefully will be able to catch up soon, now her Chemo/Radio is all going well.......he sounded in quite high spirits, can't believe Ethan's 4 next month, where does time go?

As usual I've managed to drone on inanely, brushing aside the fact i had nothing to say, I'll sign off now, need to go to M&S to get some nice grub, having the parents round on Friday night......eek! I hope to god 1. Jim's not pissed, 2. the cats don't jump on the buffet and 3. i don't poison the in-laws.........I'm going to do salmon!

Other weekends plans, after Friday evening is over and done with (we won't need to invite them again before the birth), i intend to take it easy..........I'm so tired! i do need to mend the patio heater though, the top blew off in last weeks winds, instead of retrieving the nuts and bolts and reassembling it, Andy put a bin-liner over the top...........yeah! that'll fix it!!??!

I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, as i really want to do something that'll make the weekend worth while, but I'm so exhausted...once I've done all chores, the big shop, swam, been to the flicks and made a Sunday roast....I'm done in, it's Sunday night..........i feel I've wasted the last 2 days. But what else is there? baby Porray and i need the rest, getting pissed and smoking fags in town like the old days is out of the question, i guess I'd just like to see more of my mates, but it seems the tectonic plates have shifted and all our friends who are in the same boat as us, live further afield...........what's a girl to do???

I'll stop moaning now, ungrateful bitch that i am, i have everything i could ever have wished for and more and I'm still wining like a mule......tut tut!!!!