Tears of a clown

Midweek blog, v fast!

Monday...Did nothing at work only errands, nipped home at t.time, picked Ruth up then we went over to middle Brother Martyn and Tracy's for some dodgy dealings, involving knock off sportswear and bootleg fags.
Dropped Ruth off home moaning about Ap not phoning, not realising i was upsetting her that much she wouldn't sleep that night.

Home, spoke to Mum, Matt and Kay at length, both Kay and i cried on the phone..........ate pizza and was tired, drained and asleep before midnight!

Tuesday...better day, like I've said I'm always in a good mood on a Tuesday, had a really big heart to heart with Andy, when i finally answered the phone, think he was more upset than i was.

Spent afternoon emailing Matt, Ruth, Sam , Rich & MJ...........work mates all avoiding me, as they were muttering has she been crying? is it ragweek?

Home, had a lovely evening......bath, p.j's, ironing, pie &chips, Easties, Holby, Love soup, then went to bed to read.
Unfortunately didn't drop off till 2am.

Alarm went off this morning it was like waking the dead.
Had 2 calls from David on the motorway on the way in, reeling off toiletries shopping list for his hols to Mexico this Aft.

It's been a flurry of activity in here this morning, office packed with randoms.
Andy phoned to see if i was less upset today and he hopes to god i'm not turning into to Katy F.

Done no work as yet, off to get the wage slips in a minute (they should have arrived in yesterdays post, but the guy who does them is off, oh don't worry Mr.Fucking accountant, none of us need money, we come here just for the fun of it).

Need to go food shopping at lunch, then tonight going to Ruth and Marks for fish and chips.
Mmmm

Tomorrow going to the flicks then to the quiz.
No weekend plans as yet......but meeting Whitter for lunch on Sunday, am v.looking forward to it!!!